Feelings that are difficult to express

I don't know what to do,
I honestly thought I could get over u.
I can't get u out of my head :(
and I wish this thought was dead.
If I actually had the courage, I wouldn't be able to tell u

I wouldn’t be able to say my true feelings loud……

Oh, I hate that word, FEELINGS!!! They are so complicated, they ruin things…..

Sometimes they are interpreted in ways that I didn’t mean for them to be.

Sometimes they ruin relationships that I worked so hard to make,

Sometimes I forget that I don’t have feelings.

They just take over my mind, paralyze my brain, and I get so confused……

Bcz I don’t want to like anyone, not anyone

Even though you are even more amazing than I really think,

Even though it pains me to even talk to you, knowing that you don’t how I feel bout u….

And there I go again using the word Feeling

The world would be so uncomplicated if humans didn’t have feelings, if we just behaved like robots.

I would take everything back just so that I wouldn’t have to feel about you this way,

Bcz I know we will never be together after this.

So no, I don’t want to be optimistic, I don’t want to confess to u about the way I feel,

I don’t want to think about the future without u.

It doesn’t matter that I think that there is connect between us,

It doesn’t matter that I would give everything up to be with u

Bcz its not happening L L

And I won’t ever be able to say I……….U

Bcz I do, but u can’t know that. You can’t  know how I Feel

 Title: The confused love

A night full of dreams,A dream full of screams.
The dream becomes reality, In its entirety,

There comes soft rains and the smell of the ground,
And swallows circling with their shimmering sound;

Looking back, I see the many times I went astray,
I forced  my will on others and I tried to get my way.

I see the big mistakes I made, the things I failed to do.
So this I pray – that I may have the chance to start anew.

With each passing day, my feelings for you gets stronger.
I'm building my patience to wait a little longer :)

I didn't even know you I only knew your name,
I wasn't sure what to do I didn't know who to blame.

Her beautiful eyes are nothing like ours,
They're so deep and bright I believe they were stars.

I knew I thought you attractive I could tell that you were nice,
The butterflies were so active That I couldn't think twice :p